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Sometimes, it seems that bisexuals just can't fucking win.

If you end up with someone of the same sex, homosexuals congratulate themselves on finally getting you past the "trial" stage, because bisexuals are just afraid to admit their true preference.

If you end up with someone of the opposite sex, it was just an "experimental phase" that you got through and now you're back on the right family making track.

When I fall in love, I just fall in love. What I find between their legs is infinitely less important than what's between their ears. I prefer women, but since I ended up with a guy and had a kid that doesn't matter to certain people. It's like I'm being humored! "Yeah. Suuuure you like girls..."

Men are easier. Women are more attractive. That's how it is for me. Stop assuming I'm this perfectly normal straight girl, just because I've got a kid and don't shave my head! Life is hard enough, without people thinking that my sexual preference either doesn't exist, or it's just an excuse to get laid more.

At this point, I don't give a shit about having sex ever again in my life. I just want someone to love. I'm not a hedonist. I just don't think love should have limits.

So, I've had an eye infection for, uh, longer than I should. (I'm stubborn and scared of doctors and have no insurance, shush.) It spread from my blind eye to my good eye, and day before yesterday it started munching on my ear. And so, after much "I don't want to be a bother to anyone" I finally agreed to let my dad take me to a doctor and pay for the visit and the prescriptions.

Also, in the last few days, it started to effect my eyesight. I thought at first it was just eye goop from the infection getting in the way, but it's more than that. So, I haven't read my friends list, or much of anything, in the last three or four days. The subtitles on Kyou Kara Maou are big enough that I've been curled up around my laptop watching that, but that's about the extent of it.

I should be better in a few days. I don't know if my stupidity/fear will have any lasting and lingering repercussions, but we'll see. (Honestly, scared about this. WITH my glasses on, I could make out the third line of the eye chart. Barely. It's that bad. And I don't want that to be permanent.)

There's a LOT more going on. I can't begin to go into it all, seriously. But, you guys don't read my LJ to listen to me whine about RL crap anyway... haha

Checking this over for spelling mistakes/typos is getting a little irritating on my eye, so I'm stopping now. Just...I'm on antibiotics, the doctor wasn't scary OR condescending for a change, and I should be better in a few days, if anyone was worried.