Take Me chapter 10

[tamchronin]

Good to know people are still interested in this fic. It's almost at an end...I think I've got two or three chapters left to write after this one.

This chapter contains semi-explicit m/m sex, of the threesome variety. If this bugs you, don't read it! Simple, yes?

If you haven't read this fanfic, and the thought of Clow and Touya and Yue in the same bed grabs your interest in a way you'd never even thought about before, the other chapters are stored in my list of memories under "Take Me". Feel free to check them out. I've been told they're nummy.


Take Me
Secondary Sky
Touya

I was sore the next morning, but that hardly mattered as I slowly came to awareness and felt arms wrapped securely around me. It was a surprise, but a pleasant one. Before, when Yuki and I slept together, I would be the one to hold him most times. Whenever it was him holding me, it was a different feeling but always nice.

This felt very different though. I opened my eyes slowly, blinking thoughtfully and trying to let my still sleep hazed mind figure out what was wrong. The answer came to me like lightning when I saw Yue, across the room, brushing his hair and staring at me with a thoughtful smile upon his lips. As soon as he saw that I was awake he brought a finger to cross that smile, warning me to stay quiet.

If I hadn't been half asleep I realized I could have figured it out without looking. I was being held by someone bigger than me, cherished like a favored teddy bear or...even...a lover....

Oh boy.

That was not the biggest giveaway, however. His aura was so intense and powerful, and to be held this closely by Clow was like basking in the clear sunlight on a summer day. I can't explain better than that...just that it was intangible but you knew without a doubt that you were in his presence. Not that he felt like sunshine. Far from it, in fact. Clow's aura felt like the dark of the night sky more than any other feeling. It wasn't an oppressive dark, but it did much to hide secrets and invoke a sense of mystery about him. It was not surprising to me in the least that this man could contain and hold the soft light of Yue's moon aura. They fit together.

Where did that leave me?

His arms tightened around me reassuringly, giving the unspoken message that I did belong right here. I stiffened, wondering if he was awake and listening to my inner turmoil. But, no...he was asleep. His aura was unmistakably that of someone dreaming, and when I rolled over--still within the circle of his arms--his eyes were closed and his expression peaceful.

Clow was so beautiful when he was asleep. I was caught by surprise to realize myself thinking that, but he really was. His long raven hair had been tied back as usual, but much of it had slipped from the long ribbon that bound it. The fine strands drifted around him, like extensions of his aura upon his pillow. Where once there was perfect order, sleep left him with signs of humanity. With his eyes closed, and his features at rest, he looked almost innocent and pure. I could forget how at times I'd resented him for giving over his cards to Sakura, and putting her in so much danger. I could just look at him and see that he was a person like any other, and I might feel more than I'd expected--

I scared myself with those thoughts, even as I found myself slowly reaching forward to brush stray strands of hair from his face. I don't know how long I was staring at him in fascination. I don't know when I started leaning closer to him...I wasn't aware that I was until his lips seemed to fill my world and I was closing my eyes automatically in preparation for a kiss. I was taking advantage of him being asleep...or maybe I was taking advantage of my own still half-awake state to do something that had been building in me since we'd met. I was drawn to him like a magnet, and it went beyond reason or explanation. Like this, while he was asleep and I still was not thinking clearly, the pull was too much to resist.

It was just as overwhelming as the first time we'd kissed. For heartbeat I just felt his soft lips completely pliant against my own, and then I felt him stir against me. It was amazing to feel him come to life like that, his lips firming and then opening against mine, his arms pressing me closer against his body, his tongue seeking entrance to my mouth and caressing my lips and my tongue firmly. Even though I had initiated the kiss, even though I was the one hovering over him, he easily dominated the kiss. He easily dominated me. I wondered for the briefest moment when I'd become such a wimp, but that thought was enough to make me laugh really. I wasn't. It's just that Clow somehow commanded this sort of respect. Did he even realize he did it? I don't think he would have had the same effect on me if he did.

The kiss came to a natural conclusion, and I pulled away. I looked down at him, a bit nervous at how he would react. I couldn't tell him, after all, why I'd chosen to do that. I wasn't even sure myself.

"That is the second best way to wake up," he just said, his eyes finally opening. He smiled up at me, bringing one of his hands up to brush through my hair.

"Second best?" I asked, a bit confused by what he meant.

He didn't answer. He just looked at me and smiled. Behind us Yue let out a muffled laugh, and I think I understood. Well, at least I had a thought of what I would think was the best way to wake up under the circumstances.

I sat up quickly, embarrassed. "Oh. I suppose...it would be...."

Clow also sat up, not letting me go so easily. "Touya," he said easily, and I thought at once how intimate it felt for him to just call me by my name like that, and how even in my own mind I was becoming too used to being "Kinomoto-kun" or "Kinomoto-san". When Clow said my name, especially like that, I felt that magnetism again. I was starting to fight it again though, not knowing why, just somehow thinking that I should.

Yue sat down on the bed behind me, pressing a reassuring hand against my back. I felt the warm glow of magic from his palm, and the stiffness and soreness I'd only just started to become aware of melted away. "It's okay, To-ya," he whispered softly into my ear, leaning against me now with easy intimacy. "Just let it happen."

I looked at him, and then back at Clow, wondering what I was doing. Could I really just let it happen? I opened my mouth to say I could not, but no sound came out. Maybe...maybe I could. Maybe I did want this so much that I could fall back in Yue's arms and admit that I wasn't just overwhelmed by Clow's magic and powerful aura, but that there was something about the man himself that I wanted to touch upon and grow closer to. I found myself slowly nodding, granting silent permission for whatever the two of them wanted of me. I thought I must be losing my mind to let this happen...to let myself just go and let them do whatever they wished to me.

Yue wrapped his arms around me now while Clow softly kissed my cheek. "You have only to say no, and I will stop." He paused for a moment to let that sink in.

I nodded, and closed my eyes, sinking back into the soft glow of Yue's aura. I was giving myself to him--giving myself to both of them. And for a moment it seemed that Yue drifted across my own night sky at the same time as Clow's, before I felt wrapped up within him. Ah, maybe someone who does not see the same things or feel the same things I do would not understand.

Clow was kissing me again, and Yue was licking my ear, and with my eyes closed I saw how our auras began to press against each other and blend. While I sat between them I could almost see how Yue fit within my aura easily, the same way he did with Clow. It was so surprising at first, but I remembered that my soul was entirely used to granting him a place within me...by giving him my magic. And, as I had pictured just a few moments ago so vividly that Clow was like the night sky, and Yue a moon within it, I saw two skies now that Yue drifted within.

Clow chuckled and my eyes flew open. "Doesn't that get distracting?" he asked with a small grin.

"Yes...sometimes. I'd forgotten how powerful the images could get."

"Then just look at me," Clow instructed. "You can lose yourself in the magic later, when we're done with you."

I shivered as he began removing the shirt I'd so hastily replaced last night. I hadn't bothered with the ties it had, so he just started pushing it upward, eyes on mine the whole time, fingers gently brushing my skin. It almost tickled, but not quite. I leaned forward and raised my arms over my head as he began to slip the shirt off of me, but before I could free my arms he caught them and held them, still half wrapped in the light cotton fabric.

The smile he wore could only be described as slightly sadistic. Not in a bad way...but he really enjoyed having me in this position. The slightest twinge of fear ran through me, but I was more excited than afraid. Powerless. It's a feeling I usually couldn't stomach, but right now it felt good to just let everything happen, trusting that they both had my best interests at heart.

I could feel Yue's fingers brushing lightly over my exposed flesh, and then the tickle of his hair as he leaned forward and began to lightly kiss my neck. Somehow the shirt around my wrists was changed to ribbon, which Clow tied like a bow while Yue lavished more and more intense attention upon my neck. When he parted his lips to suck upon my skin I gasped, tilting my head back upon his shoulder, inviting more. When he carefully bit me, at the same time raking long nails over my chest, I moaned.

Somehow I almost missed it when Clow removed my pants, shifting my hips absently at his prompting, but that was it. I was staring up at nothing, on the verge of simply letting my eyes fall closed yet again, when I saw Clow's face over me once again, his hazel eyes taking up my entire world.

"Focus, Touya. You wouldn't want to miss a thing, would you?"

"No," I breathed in reply, watching now as he moved down my body, his hands teasing sensitive spots, tongue snaking out to lick one of my nipples before he clamped his teeth gently but firmly upon the now raised flesh, then his lips, and then he began to suck....

I found myself staring into Yue's eyes instead as he bent to kiss me. It was a thing of true beauty, too much attention being paid to my body to even try to keep track of. I was being shifted, my hands stretched over my head and secured so I could no longer move. I'd never felt anything so sensual. I'd never dreamed of something like this happening to me. I tried so hard not to lose myself in it all, to focus as Clow had told me to, but everything was blurring into one intense experience of utter pleasure.

Clow carried his attentions further down my body and I squirmed, thrusting my hips in a rather insistent manner, almost against my will. A mix of anticipation and that continuing helplessness from having my hands bound was driving me to express my desire in a new way. Yue was still kissing me, robbing me of vocal expression except for a pleading moan.

I somehow knew that Clow would not satisfy my wishes, instead prolonging the anticipation. He bit my inner thigh, making me whimper. Yue began nibbling on my lower lip, playfully. My other senses were feasting at the banquet of pleasure, overwhelming me, and I just closed my eyes and gave in.

Neither of them said a word this time as I examined the darkness behind my eyelids, letting my mind wander and marvel at the sensations both were presenting me with. Clow was kissing my thighs, then trailing his way back upward, biting and sucking upon the flesh just above my hip bone. It felt like there would be a mark left upon my skin from it, and I found myself again squirming. His hands were on my hips though, encouraging stillness in their firm grip, and I truly tried even as I whispered my desire, my want, my need for more, stopping just short of begging. I'd lost track of Yue for the moment, now that he wasn't kissing me, but I somehow knew that was okay. I was laying back and just accepting everything.

When this stopped I felt Clow pull away, sitting up, and I opened my eyes again. He was kissing Yue, both of them nude, both of them with their long hair loose and seeming to flow everywhere. It was a sight that was heartbreakingly beautiful. For a moment I did think I'd be jealous, but I was laying here, tied up and at their mercy, and what did I have to be jealous of? Especially when Yue's hand reached down to touch me, trailing up my thigh and further to grasp my erection and with torturous slowness begin moving up and down the length.

That's the first point where I began pulling against the ribbon around my wrists, wanting to be free but hoping they wouldn't give, going insane with the internal contradiction. The ribbon held, no matter how hard I tried to get free, and I moaned louder for it.

"Please," I begged, watching them helplessly.

They ended their kiss and turned to me as one, nearly identical smiles upon their faces. It was almost scary, but at the same time it was beautiful, and I thought I knew what was in store for me just from their expressions. Clow whispered in Yue's ear, and they traded places carefully. From there Yue straddled my hips, and Clow curled up by my side, nibbling on my ear.

I don't think I've ever been more aroused in my life.

Clow began to whisper in my ear and I closed my eyes one more time, listening to his words intently even as I felt Yue's weight shift upon me. The voice was hypnotic and entrancing, weaving words that transported my soul. I felt divided, somehow hyper-aware of Yue leaning back and carefully impaling himself upon me, but at the same time I was divorced from it all and becoming one with the soft whispers in my ear.

"I had a vision last night," Clow began as Yue surrounded me. Their auras both wrapped around me so intensely it was almost as if I couldn't tell which one I was so intimately joined with.

"I want you to stay here, with us. I want to wake up this way every morning, and fall asleep with both of you every night."

I could almost picture it. In the heat of the moment, all I could think about was waking up to this bliss, with Yue, with Clow, where for a while nothing else in the world mattered. I looked up into Yue's eyes, untroubled by the past he had yet to face, hazed only by need and desire and pleasure as he rode me. I wanted this every day. I'd be an idiot to give this up.

Clow kissed me again and I was sucked into his world. I was trapped with no desire to find an escape. I don't know how long I lay there, wrapped in sensual pleasure, thinking of nothing except how wonderful this felt, how complete they made me, how hot and tight Yue was around me and how I just wanted more and more of him until I was a part of him, and how I couldn't wait for a chance to be this close to Clow as well.

Words were lost to me. The physical act of Yue making love to me was insignificant as I felt the magic that infused the three of us blend and flow around us and through us. I could no longer tell where one of us ended and the other began, for we all felt the same sensations, reaching the same climax, loving and touching and surrounding and penetrating as one.

Yue shifted off of me and curled up by my side while Clow untied my wrists. I felt another surge of magic and we were instantly cleaned off, with nothing to think about except resting and catching our breath and basking in the delicious afterglow while all three of us regained our senses. I'd never felt anything like that before, and my senses were reeling. Physically, it hadn't been anything spectacular except who it was I was with, but magic still hung like an electric charge in the air.

I wanted this so much. Forever. I wanted them to be my everything, to be my life. I wanted to tell Clow yes, I would stay here forever if I could.

I wanted it.

But I knew that's not what my answer would be, even in this glow of utter contented bliss.